Our thoughts create our reality. My reality today is a much better place to be. I was wishing for a long time for things to change but I felt trapped.
After much suffering and personal research, I sought out professional help. The chaos in my mind and in my environment was swallowing me up whole, I was disappearing.
I was not satisfied with my circumstances and I was determined one way or another that things would have to change. This was not the way the story was going to go.
After years of wishing for change outside of me to ease the chaos make me feel more at peace I burned out from this spinning of my wheels. I finally accepted that I had no control over anyone else, that was a loosing battle. I also finally accepted that the only way I was going to make it out alive was if I took 100% responsibility for myself and what I wanted in life. I had no idea how I was going to get from point A to point Z. You see, even in my darkest days, when I did not feel understood or supported, I somehow managed to keep the slightest flicker of light. That is life force. Believe me it waivered down to a cinder but it never went out completely!
I didn’t know it then, but that was my intuition, my body, my soul, my environment all screaming signals to me that I was destined for greatness. How much longer would I stay here? As long as I stayed in my cycle of wishing, complaining, being a victim, being judgmental, being angry, resentful, not being consistent, people pleasing, being tired …essentially not FULLY supporting myself. I was going to get more of the same energy right back from everyone around me. That is the law of attraction- quantum physics.
I started to pay more attention to the inner voice that was saying no to what didn’t feel right and I started saying yes to facing the limitations that my fear had in place keeping me small. I started to take responsibility for my part in this equation. That voice became a loving and independent one that no longer searched for acceptance, validation or rescuing from anyone on the outside. More and more lightness started to make its way in and this energy of possibility started to grow.
WHY NOT ME?
Setting goals and following-through has been huge for this once upon a time, avoider of big things!
I have always enjoyed creating in a variety of ways. For quite a while I just felt like that part of me seized to exist. I just had no time, or energy for it. Thankfully raising my children (even through the depression and anxiety, breastfeeding issues, colic children, feeling isolated was my norm) I began to make myself play, not just for the kids, for me.
It all paved the way for me to allowing my dreams to surface, my visualizations for a better existence because I wanted my children to soar and reach whatever far fetched dream they could come up with.
WHY NOT ME?
I began creating a vision board just to divert from my regular routine. I decided to entertain those dreams of mine. It is said that vision boards help you envision where you want to get to.
Four vision boards and 8 years later, I am here to say that ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.
I did not know how it would happen and I wouldn’t believe it if I had not experienced it myself but the power of visualization has shifted my life experience from of desperation and barely surviving to empowered and thriving!
I kept learning and trying my best to apply what I was learning to help myself and I few people along the way. It felt like I was an imposter in my own self as I didn’t quite feel like I had arrived or better. That said, I keep doing what I was doing and with many healers and supports along the way I am stronger and more confident than I ever have felt before. You can’t wait until you have your life together perfectly before you start living it.
Love yourself enough to take the chance, to give something different a try. The quality of my mind, my relationships and my confidence has shifted Every step, every small bite size piece has brought me to this place. I have stopped playing small and I wish for you to learn how to!
One of my dreams has been to be one of those people, assertive, assured a confident and certified leader in the mental health and transformation sector, sharing my journey, my passion and mission in order to help others has come true.
On February 4, 2022, I made my TV Debut on Rogers Television- Out of the Fog. No more imposture syndrome, no more inner conflict. It has taken me a trillion steps of suffering and hard lessons to arrive here. I have gratitude for each and every one. Allow yourself to bring about what you truly are deserving of. Yes, you have to allow it and be open to receive it.
WHY NOT YOU?
I want this for you and that is why I am bursting to show you how in our third annual Vision Boarding Event! I will show you how you can make your visions a reality over two Wednesday evenings, from 7-8:30pm on Feb 16 and 23. This virtual event is fun and empowering for all members of the family. Register Here: https://meridianhealthwellness.ca/event-directory/
YOU CAN DO THIS IF YOU CHOOOSE TO. YOU MUST CHOOSE YOU, OVER AND OVER AND OVER. LOVE YOURSELF HARD.
In case you needed a little more on Vision Boarding:
Why Make a Vision Board?
1. Vision boards make you think about what it is you really want.
2. Vision boards help you get unstuck.
3. Vision boards provide you with a daily visual reminder of your dreams and goals.
4. Vision boards will get you all fired up emotionally.
5. Vision boards are fun!
6. Vision Boards Work
Join this two evening workshop event from the safety and comfort of your home Wednesday Feb 16 and 23 from 7-8:30pm
Vision Boarding Workshop 2022, Feb 16 and 23 7-8:30pm
PS Meridian VIRTUAL Wellness Program Members register for FREE. Non members cost is $40.00
Join our Virtual Membership Program. Free month trial here: Membership – Meridian Health & Wellness (meridianhealthwellness.ca)
Meridian Health & Wellness and the Universe will meet you half way, ALWAYS.
There is so much more to come for you, me and this community!
XO, Pam
I dare to dream large dreams for I am deserving and capable in making them come true.
Selfie time at Rogers TV Studio St. John’s, while I wait to go on. Pinch me!!
